Deep Sadness

Today has been a truly sad day as we continue to mourn the loss of Nannie. The reality that she is gone is tough to accept. Tonight was the first visitation and many friends came out to join the family. Poppie was strong but I know he is really exhausted. He has really had a tough time these past months.

Two things strike me this evening as I think about Nannie's death. First, I am so thankful that we moved here two years ago. Leaving Birmingham with seminary unfinished seemed like retreat. I felt like I had been defeated. But now I see God's good providence in that he brought us back to be close to family. We got to be close to Nannie these past two years, and the kids now have many memories of her. They may not remember much as they grow older, but I hope they will be able to hold on to images and memories with Nannie. I am also thankful we are back here as we go through this trial with Leslie's cancer.

The second thing that strikes me this evening is how three people, in particular, cared for Nannie. Poppie, Mike and Leslie have all impacted me as they lovingly met Nannie's needs. I watched such tenderness on each of their parts. Nannie was in a lot of pain over the past months, and each of them took extra care to do all they could to make her comfortable. Mike and Poppie were at her side almost the entire time. Leslie went when she could and would tend to her physical needs, doing things for her with such dignity. I have learned so much from them.

Leslie is doing okay. Yesterday really wore her out and took a toll on her body. She had a rough night last night and sick much of today, but was able to make it through visitation tonight. I know I continually ask for prayer for good rest for my family, but I must ask again. McGrooter and Munckin have both been up complaining of being scared. I'm not sure what it's tied to, but I'm sure the events of recent have played their part. So please pray that everyone would rest well and have good dreams.